Out of the bottom of myself

Father, I feel like there is a part of me missing,
I’m exhausted from hobbling around with out it.
I think about it everyday—
Some days I’m ashamed,
Some days I’m frustrated.
Then I think of all You have put in front of me,
And I just feel guilty about all of it.

Abba, be my focus.
Keep my heart and eyes on You.
Put the strength back in my legs,
And lift me out of the bottom of myself.
Amen.